Donegal for the Ulster Senior Football Championship!

(I love that nobody knows what GAA is!)

The same old same old, so not really much new, but definitely more strong / powerful. Rather interesting really.

The Cleveland Indians try to get back in first place!

whats on my mind so much its hard to tell thoughts apart. mostly my mind just keeps coming back to what did i do to mess up so badly why wont he call what do i do now and how the heck do i get a new car with next to no money.

I have joined a new forum!

Mr. See owned a saw. And Mr. Soar owned a seesaw. Now, See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw Before Soar saw See, Which made Soar sore. Had Soar seen See's saw Before See sawed Soar's seesaw, See's saw would not have sawed Soar's seesaw. So See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw. But it was sad to see Soar so sore just because See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw.

Worried about my girlfriend I have not heard word of her for now a couple days!

Let's c what's on my mind a lot ,work trouble my new boyfriend shane my ex john and much more....

My life and how it is going down hill!

How interesting things are, and the future. Ah, the future....Shall be rather interesting now, definitely.

How my life is actually getting better!

These 2 people at work, they've like bought me out of depression and the shiz, So right now I'm like really greatful to them!

I am SO getting the best man role! ......... and Jason <3 He's been with me through thick and thin. Through hot and cold Through drivs and pushes etc. .......... ^_^

*chuckles*

Well, what to do about certain people who are pushing me past my tolerance limits....

Haha, Life is on my mind, what to do for the next 30 odd years seems to be bugging me for the past while, anyways since that is on my mind I am going to go and confuddle over this issue for a while.

I'm going to be getting a very serious phone call from my girlfriend today. Who knows what will end up happening!

How the next week will go, and how introducing Sam to half my family on Saturday will go.

How bad I am.. Im very insulting. IDK how it happened but I really am not the same person I used to bed.

This extended essay. How I need 518 more words. How I have to grade my TOK essay. And edit my history IA. And read The Crucible. And then Write my Spanish IOC. And do my Spanish Orals. Then English Orals. Then TOK Presentation. And study for calc because I had a week off from school because of the snow so I forget everything. 

And I had a chem test on tuesday when we came back and Im sure everyone failed it. The highest grade will probably be an 80%. Which is bad for us. Yup. 

And how im going to shovel out the driveway because it snowed again today. And how i have to drive carefully because of all the snow that turned to ice. Bleh.

I've been reflecting on the past a lot lately.

BZ in particular.  I miss when we all were on here. The main group especially.  *Sigh*

I also have been thinking back on a lot of things.  And it's just a lot of stuff making me sad.  It's been pretty harsh, really.  I miss being close to certain people.  I miss talking to certain people a lot.

I miss not hurting.  I miss not having my heart hurting.  I miss when I didn't need music 24/7, because that's the only thing keeping me together lately.

*sigh*

I miss not having to wear a mask around everyone, because I didn't need it....

Youve been reflecting too? Agh me too. I miss yiu guys.

I finished my Spanish Orals...now that that is done I only have to worry about my ELA IOC and math test.
So far, the math test isn't going good. As for the IOC...well...i hope I can get 8 minutes of talking from a poem >.>

Thorned Hope wrote:

Youve been reflecting too? Agh me too. I miss yiu guys.

Yeah, heh.  Part of what has had me so down lately.

Jeez guys whats with all the negative thoughts these days? wheres the life that used to drive us?

On the flipside positiveness wise, I'm looking at buying a bodykit for my primera, guess thats a plus thing to look forward too, oh and I'm loving my course atm, studying to be a mechanic.

Lone Wolf wrote:

Jeez guys whats with all the negative thoughts these days? wheres the life that used to drive us?

On the flipside positiveness wise, I'm looking at buying a bodykit for my primera, guess thats a plus thing to look forward too, oh and I'm loving my course atm, studying to be a mechanic.

I've been declining heavily the last 2 years.  And besides losing the positive half of me rather heavily, I've become somewhat apathetic over the whole ordeal.  I've more or less accepted living in misery and pain.  It's just worse than normal right now for a myriad of reasons.

Positively, I've got very little.  I'm alive, and I've got a relatively stable job.  I can eat and such, and I can pay my bills.  Otherwise I'm stagnant, and in constant pain.  

But saw the pics for the car.  That looks interesting.  I'm sure you'll enjoy getting it, if you do indeed go that route.

And glad you're in a class you like.  Not many get to say that, haha.

This week has just been bleh. Trying to get through all these tests so I can BREATHE. Today is the day and I'm trying not to think of it. First is math. Test on integrals.
Then the ELA IOC. The main problem is I have to talk about the theme of a poem and support that theme with punctuation, diction, imagery etc. I'm not sure if I can get up to eight minutes and if I don't then ill just be staring at my teacher in silence for the remainder of the time.
This IOC are like AP tests except I'm in IB.